It is about time, that I finally got myself registered for the PhD Part Time Research programme. It has been delayed, procrastinated again and again, almost to give up and throw away the seeds.
To commit was hard, to make the first move was even harder.
There was a lot of hesitation and a lot of procrastination on my part, I just could not afford the time. When is the better time to do this for my self ? How long should I wait ?
Is my idea going to be any good ? Will it turn up to be a good idea ?
So many questions, simply no answer !
At the end of the day, a woman just has to do what a woman thinks she needs to do to get pass herself. To deny herself of this opportunity will mean she pass up the good idea for others to follow. To pass up this good idea will mean she has given up hope for herself.
It will be a lonely journey. It will be a heart breaking, soul searching journey. There will be moments of regrets and sorry, why need to bear such shame. There will be questions I could not answer, to look like a fool standing before the judges. Just pray that those days be few.
